.The Girl Who Wants To Rock The World.
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Monday, December 12, 2011 | 7:20 AM | 0 kiss me
I wanna live my life without any regret. but when i look at you, i can't help but regret. how ironic.random feeling. it's just feeling after all. i can't seem to find the right words to express them. i don't know if i will still see you, but i have to admit something, i miss you, so bad that it hurts. i'm told to love the thing i'm doing. but i'm not afraid to admit, i really love music but sometimes i can't seem to feel it. i often make mistakes because i'm afraid to. what am i even doing? i keep telling myself, if you're on a higher grade and you can play pretty well but you can't feel the music, what's the point of playing music? you're not enjoying it, might as well just quit it. i don't wanna quit. so i'm trying to understand the music, trying to feel it. i even pray to god. i just don't wanna quit, because if i quit, i'll surely regret. i know, music means a lot to me, i wanna express what words can't seem to express. of course, when i make mistakes, i get very frustrated and think that i'm useless and music is not suitable for me. but i don't wanna give up. i have faith in myself, my guitars and God. it's something i love doing so yeah. it has inspired me more since i attended a music workshop last friday. they had this mini concert which was the main reason why i was there. isn't it cool to be the spotlight on the stage? ![]() more practice, no more procrastinating. |
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