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.The Girl Who Wants To Rock The World.
Thursday, April 19, 2012 | 9:08 AM | 0 kiss me
i guess now i'm down to the deepest pit of my life. i feel so useless. my effort to try to improve myself is always meant to be in vain. no, i can never be as good as others no matter how hard i try. nobody likes me... whatever i say they never seem to be listening, let alone if they will agree with me. i'm so tired of this... really... it's no longer others' problems, it's my problem. 'cause nobody cares about me. well, not really everyone, a few of them actually do. maybe everything was meant to be this way from the start.

i have to stop my eyes from becoming watery because if it starts, i will have to cry myself to sleep.

i know compared to those who have poorer luck than me, i'm actually much better.

i have a really poor social skill. it's not the kind that i'm not good at making new friends, i can't seem to keep them around. i have to admit that i'm not the kind of person who can accept others' flaws. it takes time for me to do that. so tell me if me being ignored by the others is what i get in return.

i can't find anything that i'm better at than the others. yes, i know it's kind of... for me to say that. but i just want to do something better than the others. i'm lost between loving to do something i actually enjoy doing and trying to do it better than the others.

how i wish i wasn't like this. how wish i could just ignore everything, like how they do to me...

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