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Thursday, August 16, 2012 | 1:37 AM | 0 kiss me
Who knows losing someone who is the reason why you are alive could be this painful? 

 He has been gone for almost a month. Time flies, huh? I believe he is in the heaven with God now, smiling and always will be watching over us :) a place where there is no worries, pain and sufferings. So, what more should i still be worried for? i know God will always be taking a good care of him :)

 When i heard about the news, i could not help but keep blaming myself for not treating him good when he was still here :( as his daughter, i have never been a good one. i am careless, inconsiderate and always causing troubles for him, that is why he is(it is so hard to use past tense to describe him :/) often angry with me. now that he is gone, i will change the things the he is always not happy with me. 

 some things, some places and some people remind me of him. he is a good dad :D what i am actually sad about is that i will not have a chance to show him my love anymore. sigh.

 Things are fine, it is just that i feel very lonely and empty nowadays. i prefer to keep quiet sometimes.

 but he has left me a family who love me a lot, a family who will always be there for me and a bunch of friends who i can depend on :)

 thank you pa. i love you :D i will be happy as long as you are happy :)

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